readwritepoem prompt: start a poem with the line when I watch you
when i watch you, you grimace and stick your tongue out. you give me the middle finger. you pull your collar up around your mouth. you stare back, determined to win this contest. you turn your face slightly to the right so i can only see your profile. you slowly lower your bra strap. you reach your hand down my sweat pants. you kiss the corner of my lips, watching me until the closeness blurs me from you.
“what do you see?” you ask. you point to the chicken pox scar on your forehead, which i kiss; your curly hair, which i stroke; the slightly forward way your shoulders arch, which i envelop.
“i see you, leaving and returning to me. shy, brave, sad, joyful little flashes of you; i love them all,” i say.
you blush, and turn off the light.
“now what do you see?”
“you happy. i can hear your smile.” i trace the curves of your lips in the dark with my fingers, and hold you close until you pull away.
“you scared to be happy for too long.”